well here i am again......

back in my chair wishing i had something to do......

well i have more bad news......in the past two weeks four people in my family have died one of which was suicide two were car wrecks and one was well im not actually sure, and then two people have had massive heart attacks and almost died.......then i foudn out today my cousin had a really bad car wrek and broke a leg two collar bones and suffered massive head trama and brain swelling......they think hes ok by their not for sure and hes only a year older than me.

i no i no sounds like im making all this up but i swear im not...... but i really wish i was anyway ive recently finished a few good books the last Harry Potter The last Lemony Snicket The new two books in the Vampire Kisses series and ive lost a few more "friends"  but who the hell cares  i have one a few friends now and OH MY GAWD!!!!!!! I HAVE CRABS!!!!

yay two little baby hermit crabs.....

hahahaha

yea i know what you thought you thought i ment pubic crabs hahaha nope HERMITS!!!!!!! Superman and Polly but yea im now a Junior in high school and its ok i almost dropped out recently but i decided not to.......i cant quit.....ummmm

oh ive quit smoking weed to play volleyball and be on the cheerleading team  ive been clean for a month so yay me!!!!!! love ya guys......

illl be back soon