is possible to be someone so unique that you dont even know who you are yourself? is it possible to have everything in the world and still be alone? i find that everyone loves me yet noone knows who i really am.......not even my bestest friend...

i feel alone in a crowded room.......dancing to the beat of my own drum.......

so now to get some things off my chest.......

Hayden i do like you but im scared you might actually like me too...i know it doesnt make any sence but all the same.

Brooke im sorry but i dont feel that were friends like we used to be anymore and i think it might actually be a good thing......because most of the time you make me feel like i have to be someone im not and never will be.....oh and your way to stuck up Dereks ass and since you think im so self absorbed.....dont come crying to me when hes gone......

Nikki im sorry for everything.....i messed up letting a friend like you fall away......you were the only one who actually liked me for who i was and who i could be.....and you were the only one who ever incouraged me to be and do whatever i wanted......and always sood by my side even when there was soda spilled all over the place.......ill never foget you and if you still hate me thats cool......but youll always be my silly noodle head!!!!!

Jake i ove you with everything i have and im sorry....someday i might take you back but until then i hope you learned your lesson. youll never find someone to treat you half as good as i did.....and how dare you talk shit about me......

Bucky the MOnkey......yes tyler i DID call you that......i hope you feel reall shitty about yourself and how dare you spread my business around like that and as for the comment you made to everyone......"i hope she dies from the cancer" FUCK YOU your going to burn in hell for that and im glad you got your ass whooped for that.......

LuLu.....your my gurl and i love you to death and i wish you a chris nothing but the best.....call me later chicie!!!!

Stephie J......what the fuck can i say except everything you already know.......I LOVE YOU GURL AND I COULDNT HAVE MADE IT THROUGH 1ST HOUR WITHOUT YOU THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!

and to all my loyal supporters

you know who you are.........I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!

oh and jimmy i hate you your a piece of shit and the only reason your not dead is because your the father of my niece!!!!!!!!REMEBER THAT AS YOU SLEEP AT NIGHT!!!!!!!!

oh and one more thing....

Hayden......someday ill forget.....but until then.....i like you.... lol

always and forever

Michelle