{A Few Kind Words And A Few Hateful Thoughts}
2007-02-26
its amazing how in one place people can be so rude and in the very same place different people can be so encouraging (sp?)
this post is for everyone who had something GOOD to say
not those of you who enjoy breaking down a 16 year olds hopes......
ive kinda figured out something..........
well me and my ONLY friend figured out.........
see cause as most of you know "mary-jane" is in rehab for weed......
well her mom is a meth head........and if thats not bad enough she smokes weed to and allows her kids to do so as well........she even went as far as to try and help "clean" them out before the got tested......
well mary-jane got a 24 hr pass to come home and supposedly she got a ciggarette out of my pack and supposedly there was a joint in my pack.....(which there wasn't) anyway now shes trying to say that the THC transfered from the joint to the cigg. and its all my fault.....
now shes telling my mom i smoke meth(which i dont){oh and to make things even worse mary-janes mom smokes meth with her 14-15 year old daughter marys sister "roxxie"} shes also telling my mom that my pretend mom gives me pills and that im an alcoholic and that ive been sleeping with random people (all of which arent true the most i do is smoke ciggarettes and smoke weed and drink like on new years or something special) now i gotta get piss tested by my mom.....she called the hotline on me.......she took my car away.......shes confined me to her house.......shes signed me up for counsiling(sp?).........and keeps reminding me that im a failure..........anyway
now back to what ive come across........
life........its so complicated.......and everyones on a different path......but just because everyones on a different path DOESNT MAKE ANY OF THE THE WRONG ONES
life.........life is like a painting......to each his own......one may look at its and find only its flaws.....(the way my mother does me)......another may see its sheer beauty........another may see its uniqueness.......and yet another may see nothing at all........
i realize im not perfect but every flaw i have should not be pointed out to me everyday of my fucking life......
so now i have only one friend Brooke Ann Cantrell or better known as Trixie Grey shes a wonderful person and an even better artist ill try to find a way to put ehr art work on here.........
but for now im pretty sure none of you wanna hear about my problems........
so good day and to each of you who gave me an encouraging comment.............
THANKS
YOU REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MENT TO ME........
forever
Molly
[]D...$
Certain flaws are necessary for the whole.
It would seem strange if old friends lacked certain quirks.
and
treat a man as he is and he shall stay as he is........but treat a man like he could be and you in turn help him become what hes capable of becomming.......
