ok so ummmm well ya

i just............

i just got some horrible news.......

i went to my female doctor for my annual check up

an well......

they think i might have Cancer.........

an im only 16 going on 17.............

what do i do?

what would anyone do?

how should i feel?

my mothers worried sick as is my father........

but Brooke.......my dear sweet Brooke.....

i feel shes taking it the hardest..........

i asked her what she would do if they find out for sure i have Cancer..........

she simply told me to shut the fuck up and we'd deal with it when the time came.........

then in her twiztd way of trying to help she told me.......

well look at it this way......atleast now you can smoke weed legally.....

i merely smiled............

i love that gurl so much and i dont no whats going to happen anymore.....

im scared....scared shitless........being as my mother died from Cancer.....

 well my grandmother...........

anyway i dont know what to do

my life is falling apart

reality is setting in

and my life could be comming to a stop...........

someone HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Loads Of Love

Lita Michelle Williams