well good news

its

NOT CANCER!!!!!

im ok atleast for now......

they said what i have is an infection

that if left alone

DOES turn into cancer

they said they THINK they caught mine in time there not sure yet

i went in for a biopsy yesterday and it HURT.....BAD i cried for so long

and my ex-boyfriend took care of me all day he even went with me (heh how convienent {SP?}) lmao

anyway im sore and trying to recover and for now im ok

in 2 weeks i return again to the doctor to have my insides frozen to try and

STOP AND OR SLOW DOWN the infection ........so for now

im happy

and to everyone who sent me messages and kind words prayers or even jsut thoughts

THANKS your guys are one in a million and im very lucky to have people like u guys care about me :)

so for the minute

everyone just

SMILE!!!!

-michelle-