Well i guess its time for me to introduce my "family"

as a kid i had a horrible childhood but i got over it with the help of my friends, who over the years have been more of a family to me than my real ones.

#1) on my list Brooke Cantrell Aka. Trixie Grey

shes like my number one homie ive known her since we were tots.

shes an awesome artist and if you wanna see some of her work its at

anyway #2) would have to be my silliest gurl Nikki Vance aka Mary-Jane Brown

shes the craziest of us all and shes always the first to find the siver lining and shes always the one to make us all smile

but unfortunatly shes in Rehab right now and im counting down for her (40 more days guys)

next would have to be me Lita Michelle Williams or if you know me well enough......Molly White

i have a husband named Alexandar White and we have a new member to our family Skylar White

Trixie and her ex-husband just split up James Harrington aka Dorian Grey.......hes no longer a memebr of our family so bleh

then theres Michael Simpson aka Sparky Green

and of course Mason Pemberton aka Andreen Green

someone whos no so important cause we hate him Eric D. Beggs aka Eddie Brown........

on a lighter note my "brother in law" Mikey King aka Dale Brown is with Nikki (mary-Jane) and they are very happy

then theres Ben Walker aka Nikk Purple theres nothing to say except (dance on my little potted meat dancer ill see you after school)

then theres our newest member Dylan im not sure of his last name aka Winstin Blue

then theres my mom who is totally kewl and her name doesnt need to be said well jsut leave her as Morgana Silvers and her awesome husband my dad whos "name" is Spencer Silvers

then theres Steph. aka Roxxie Black shes stupid and a back stabber and i will pay her back for what she did to me

theres probably more but right now i cant think of them so ill add them on a later note

this is our "family" our Casket Patch Kidz each one is specially named and delt with and incase you havent figured out by now its all done by colors Theres the Blacks the blues the white the grey the greens the maroons the silvers and the purples or the tree of many colors as i like to call it these are my rocks my shreds of sanity and i love most of them

*~*Molly White*~*

Well well well.

another day of lonelyness and all i can do is cry.

everything i try messes up everyone i love is turning against me. WHAT DO I DO? i cry out but no one hears. I turn my head and wipe my tears. i wake up and scream only to find everything is real an not a dream.

i thought they would have my back for this one and be here for my new choices and totally be ok with it but i was wrong so where do i turn?
 
to an empty computer screen that i fill with my words my pain my sorrow and my heart.

to people i dont even know but their words comfort me in a way i havent known in a long time. and for the breif time i am here i feel ok

its good to be around people who feel my pain and know what its like to have people hate you for who your trying to be and what you want to do

 ...........it hurts